i cant believe my parents.
they are unbelievable.
after checking the symptoms.
i was clearly suffering from depression yesterday.
i was on the brink of the last stage.
yet no one took me seriously.
when i shun my dad and my mum away crying.
my mum pretended like nothing happen
my dad ask me to forget it as if it was a bad dream.
too bad dad..it wasnt a dream.
what happen to 'listening' to you child.
when i say "listen" i mean being open minded to what i say
and not being judmental every time i say a word.
i hate that my parents are nagging on me about this and that
and my personality and habit about this and that
saying how i've changed this and that
WHEN THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM TO BEGIN WITH.
BULL SHIT.
neither of them care about what my ambitions are.
neither of them caare about what i am going through.
neither of them CANT BE bothered to TRY to figure it out.
they are just shoving me to one side.
hoping i would get better on my own.
both of them are fucking lucky i didnt do anything crazy.
cuz they' are NEVER worth hurting yourself to gain attention for.
i bet even if i cut my veins and bleed to death,
both would forget about my suffering
but instead BLAME it on my "stupidity".
Such typical "parents".
ぶざまだ!
whatever it is.
i never hated you both.
contrary to what you believe.
i never hated you both.
you guys just didnt cared enough for me to begin with.
yesterday was my last attempt in trying to bring both of you into my life for a change
yet you guys , again, shun me out and not trying to understand me.
no one understands me.
no one CAN.
no one WILL.
it is really annoying
feeling like you want to hurt yourself physically
yet you cant do anything about it.
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